I was attempting to put a full album together with the theme of personal demons.
I have scrapped the album. I worked my way to six songs, but after listening to them all in a row I realized it was more dark than any sort of song collection I’d feel cool with putting out in the world.
I’ll still trickle the songs out, darkness is acceptable in smaller doses. Sometimes it even helps people because they can relate.
Bundle a bunch together though and the demons can crawl inside other peoples heads and do bad things.
Long ago I decided I wanted to be not that sort of artist.
Demons – We all have a few, some more than others… and a few of us seem to be created by demons, forged in the fire of betrayals and pain.
If you ever wonder who you are, just look at your history. We are the sum of our experiences.
Those experiences made you what and who you are.
So, I have as late been wrestling with and playing with demons.
I say to all… “Let your demons loose.”
If you set them free, play with them, wrestle with them, and accept them they will lose much of the power they have over you.
Seven. This is a lyrics video.
Though the lyrics are included in the video (Obviously) I will put them here as well.
Seven Lyrics…
All these years and I still remember like it was yesterday So long ago, nothing close to being grown, years to come for me. But you showed me Before my time You have no idea what it did to me. Trust, Trust me, I did, and as promised, good, but so bad for me. So wrong, but I trusted and you didn’t lie, but oh what you did to me. I still remember like it was yesterday. My most vivid childhood memory. You were the first, but not the last, and no one believed me! Prom queen, so perfect, so beloved, praised by society. With your smile, and your silver tongue but oh, oh, oh what you did to me not just temporarily, but forever you tainted me. Not the last, but the first, and again and again till you became bored of me. and silence, oh silence, I never spoke a word again because nobody believed me. My whole life was changed, because your truths that were lies and what you did to me. Seven. Sixteen. I still remember, remember so vividly. How the years churn the soup of our memories, No need to forgive, didn’t understand yet it’s effect on me. Twenty near thirty never mentioned when you revisited me. Never knew the in between. Never knew my reverie. Seven and still don’t know the effect you had on me. How you tainted me. How I can never be. Seven. I still remember, So vividly.
